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There’s No Way

May 17, 2018

“Jesus answered, ‘I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.'” John 14:6 (NIV)

I wasn’t in the mood to be messed up.

I put my head against my bedroom wall, closed my eyes, and whispered, “There’s no way.” It was late summer of 2003 when my world collided with what seemed like an impossible invitation from God: adopt two teen boys from war-torn Liberia.

All the reasons why this wasn’t a good idea tumbled before me. Honest reasons. Understandable reasons. Solid reasons.

Missionaries would be much more qualified. Missionaries with grown kids. People much more spiritual than me. People much more gentle and patient enough to do this sort of thing.

Not this disorganized woman who originally thought Liberia was in South America.

Not this mom who already felt overwhelmed with her three kids. How in heaven’s would we add two more?

Not someone who paid so many late fees at the library they should have named a shelf after her. Maybe two.

Definitely not me.

But it was me.

The invitation was mine.

And I knew it.

No matter how many times I whispered over and over, “There’s no way,” this nagging sense of possibility wouldn’t leave me. It wove its way through every fiber of my being until I stood up and shifted everything I thought my family would be with one weak whisper, “Yes.”

I can honestly say there were moments of sheer joy where I felt reassured I’d heard God right.

But there were many other moments where life felt chaotic, messy, and really hard. There were tears. There were moments where I loved my five kids but I didn’t like them very much. There were moments I wondered if I’d heard God wrong.

And there were more times even after we adopted where I said, “There’s no way.”

There was no way we could overcome a medical diagnosis one of my boys received. There was no way two teenage boys who tested at a kindergarten level could catch up in two years and be ready for middle school. There was no way I could be patient enough to educate them at home during those two years.

But every time I said, “There’s no way,” I’d remember Jesus calling Himself, “The way … “ (John 14:6).

John tells us that Jesus is the way to salvation. Through Him we have access to the Holy Spirit (Ephesians 2:18) who gives us patience, guidance, and peace. All of which I needed. Desperately.

Yes, Jesus was the One to follow. He was the One who would guide me each day. He was the One I needed to pour out my heart to in prayer. He was the One to listen to. And He was the One who reassured me with many promises in the Bible.

One of those promises was Isaiah 58:10-11: ” … if you spend yourselves in behalf of the hungry and satisfy the needs of the oppressed, then your light will rise in the darkness, and your night will become like the noonday. The Lord will guide you always; he will satisfy your needs in a sun-scorched land and will strengthen your frame. You will be like a well-watered garden, like a spring whose waters never fail.”

I could be a light rising in the darkness. I could be full of life like a well-watered garden. I could be refreshing like a spring whose waters never fail. Me. Crazy, incapable, crying-in-my-closet me. If I let Jesus be my way and do what He was asking me to do, these things could be true for me.

And they can be true for you as well.

There might not be a way if you look at your situation with only human reasoning and calculation. But if you let Jesus’ truth and promises fill you, you’ll find a different way. A good way. A sure way. His way.


Dear Lord, thank You for reminding me that You are the only true way. Help me to see this every day as the circumstances of life surround and sometimes overwhelm me. I desperately need Your help as I learn to say “yes” to Your calling on my life. In Jesus’ Name, Amen.


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8 Comments
  1. Carolyn r

    And then there were 5…who all love you. What an amazing story of surrender to Jesus and how He takes those offerings and multiplies the blessings. It touched my heart and encourages me to say yes when Jesus asks for what seems the impossible. Thank you, Lysa. Bless you.

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  2. Nanette Ehlers

    Lisa thank you for faithfully serving the Lord as He has equipped you walking in obedience as He prompts. Your sincere Heart for Him and your willingness to remain transparent ministers to me and encourages me to stay the course and Trust in Jesus.

    Blessings!

    Nanette Ehlers

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  3. Monica

    “I wasn’t in the mood to be messed up.” But Jesus keeps nudging, keeps whispering, keeps the vision of His call in front of you everywhere you turn. What He asks us to do is always bigger than us, and Lysa, you are right – Jesus is the way. There is no way to do what is larger than we will ever be without Him. I get discouraged about moving forward with His call on my life to minister to His daughters because I can’t see a way to make His visions happen. Thank you for reminding us to look to Him as our way of fulfilling His call. Be blessed

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  4. Jarcee Hersey

    God bless you. I am a native born Liberian and this testimony blesses me in many ways.

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  5. Kim Cordes

    Lysa, THANK YOU! You are the real deal, I love your raw-from the heart & gut-way of writing. Every time you write, I read your words and they penetrate me through and through. Your example begs me to follow. My flesh would choose easy street, but my spirit calls me to something greater. Messy as it may be. Thank you for sharing and confirming that our callings are not meant to be nice, tidy, nor easy-street but perhaps messy, bumpy, painful, and unplanned. xxxxoooo.

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  6. Bethany Georgia

    Thank you for being willing to share your brokenness. We all feel so desperately incapable, incompetent and messy. It’s a relief to see other women admit it, especially when they’re women who seem like they’ve got it all together. Life with God is tough and messy and beautiful. Thank you for the reminder that it isn’t about me pulling myself up by my bootstraps but instead turning to the God who is BIG.

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  7. Ed

    Signed up for your letter for my wife. She passed away a little over a year ago. I had not been seeing your letter for several months then it started again. I thought about deleting it as it is addressed primarily to women. However, with my wife gone I was struggling to find a reason to go on. I was her caretaker for 2+ years. I had knee surgery 12/6/2017 (what a wimp) It was then that I began to understand how much stronger women are than men. She endured heart, both feet, pacemaker and failed pacemaker surgeries to name a few. Here faith shone through like a beacon!
    She ministered to friends, family and medical to her last. I am glad she is home with Jesus. Your letters have helped in my loneliness. Lord Bless & Strengthen You.

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  8. Religious Info

    Although God told you to adopt two teen boys from Liberia, it takes an obedient mind and a great heart to actually do it. God has never talked to me, but if He would have asked me to do that, I am not sure if I could do it. May God continue to bless you.

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