Let’s shake things up on the blog this week and do a little confessing.
Confession 1: I still struggle with unmet longings.
Have you ever wanted something so badly your heart ached with each thought of it? It seems life would be so much better if you had that.
There would be more happiness.
You can envision yourself with this thing, this person, this opportunity. And all things are better. So, why doesn’t God give you this longing of your heart? This longing of my heart?
Because He wants us to willingly let it go.
Not the answer I want. Why would God let the aching desire linger and not make things happen. He could. He’s certainly able. But when He doesn’t it seems unfair. Not good. Confusing.
It’s easy to get down when we’re constantly let down. We hope this thing will happen… we’ll meet this right person… we’ll get this job… we’ll finally be healed… we’ll get that chance… we’ll see that family member turn their life around. Time and again it doesn’t happen. That’s when it’s easy to slip.
That’s where trust steps in and reminds us, we can’t ever learn how to live real faith if we never need real faith.
As an offering of trust, we must give up that which could so easily bring us down.
Not give up as in discouraged surrender. But give up as in placing this desire in the hand of God and saying, “Either way, I will see your answer as the good answer and walk in trust.”
I like to call these types of releases in my life sacrifices of praise.
Lord, I sacrifice chasing this so I might more fully and with more focus chase you. I release this grip of desire. I praise you for who you are, what only you can bring, and how you will fill whatever gap this release might leave.
Yes, I still struggle with unmet desires.
But not as much today as I did yesterday.
And that is good. Not easy. But good.
What do you think?